HELP JANE!!!

Jane is here seeking solutions to her problem. Can you help provide one? Can you help Jane out?

Although I have never had a pleasant experience since childhood, I now always watch my step as I grow. Fixing a mistake is never easy because you have to live with it and try to clean it all up for the rest of your life. – Jane

Jane’s parents once lived as tenants in a little town in L.A. They had moved to L.A. from New York and decided to stay in that particular house because the neighborhood is peaceful, and Jane and her little brother could have friends to play with since most people around had kids. Jane was still an elementary school student when they came, so she already had friends to play with since she had enrolled in school with them.

Jane’s parents enrolled her in a school in a nearby town, where they are being transported by school bus. Many kids around the area attended the prestigious school, so it would be weird if she were sent to a lower-standard school when her dad could clearly afford it. She started school like any other kid and went to and fro with other kids every day. Her father was an office worker, and her mother was a stylist; they rarely had much time for her, so they made her stay with other kids.

Living with them for more than two years, they had become very comfortable with one another and ate at each other’s houses. They played, fought, and laughed together, leaving many memories as kids, but the most wrenching moments were when they took her on sexual exploits against her will. She was first advanced on by one of the kids; they had practiced sex even though they were not supposed to know what that was at that stage. They got caught and were whipped hard by the other kid’s father. The adults expected them to have learned their lessons.

After some years, the older kids made her and another kid sleep with each other under their supervision; they made them sleep with each other by threatening them, even though they begged that they didn’t want that. This triggered Jane to have sexual urges from an early stage due to the exposure she had as a kid.

Years later, Jane’s father built their house, and they moved in with their new child, making it three. The house was not really far from their old house, so Jane was still attending her former school. She had forgotten about all those memories until the time she went to play in one of her mom’s friends’ houses. The older son had her sleep with him because they were the only ones inside the house together; unfortunately, this time Jane was only 9 years old. Her sexual urge was triggered again!

Because of this incident, Jane stopped going to their house and started staying with her father’s family after school, but it was a case of out of the frying pan and into the fire. One of her dad’s younger brothers always made her lie with him whenever no one was home; she cried and resisted, but all to no avail. Who will she tell her story to? No one would believe a ten-year-old girl over an adult; her mom, who she could talk to, was furthering her education, so she was not around.

Jane went on with this life and started growing into what the community had thrown her into. She learned how to cook, clean, wash, and do many things on her own at an early age. She had only herself to play with, since the tenant staying with them didn’t have a kid her age.

She became friends with one of the neighbor kids and often visits her house to play with them because she was mostly alone. She went with the kid to the other neighbor’s house to play with them. She was all alone, so she had to play with someone as a kid! What could she possibly know or do?

Even in this house, where she was more like a visitor, the elder brother of her friend raped her! She cried to herself only: no one to talk to, no one to complain to. They will only call her the promiscuous one, and the woman also ends up taking the shame, so what could she possibly do? It seems Jane was caught by others when she was being raped; they didn’t even help her; instead, they threatened her and made her sleep with them, AGAIN! Jane was such a poor kid, played and tossed around the world; how lonely could she get?

These stupid people even talked about her to friends, and those friends used the opportunity to approach her for sex. She was friends with them, so she thought it was normal and all, but she never knew they had plans for her. She was lured and raped again. How much more crumbled can she get? Jane really despised herself.

She dissociated herself from all the kids. She decided to be on her own, but can a kid do that? She decided to go out with other kids in the neighborhood, and she befriended a guy, and they became great friends. Jane can’t explain how they got back to sleeping with each other, but they did. She distanced herself from him after the incident, but this guy kept lurking around, saying he was going to marry Jane, and she was never ready to face him again.

You could think this was the end for Jane, but it was the beginning. Everything was going fine for her until their tenant left and another came in. Their tenant’s wife had a younger brother who visited daily. They became friends and grew fond of each other until they finally slept together. Jane did like him and wanted to date him, but he was not ready to date her. Jane was 12 years old at that time.

This continued before the saga happened. Jane’s dad had traveled on a fateful day, leaving Jane with the tenant. Her brothers had traveled to her mom’s sister’s place for a holiday, so she was the only one left with her dad. Jane had slept in their tenant’s room and signaled to the boy that they should meet in another room, but an unexpected guest showed up: the husband.

The husband came to Jane in the middle of the night and threatened to expose her relationship with his wife’s brother to her father; he said the only way he would not expose her was if Jane would sleep with him. Jane was gripped with fear. What could she do? She gave in.

The man slept with her regularly, threatening to expose her if she didn’t comply. She eventually broke up with the boy, but nevertheless, the husband was still making her sleep with him. She went to a boarding house for her secondary school, which meant she saw him less often, except during holidays. Her mother was around now, so she hid under her shield most times, avoiding him, though she could not summon the courage to tell her what she went through or what she was going through.

The man eventually went to his own house, but that didn’t stop him from coming over to Jane’s house whenever her parents were not around. He made sure he had a grip on her and even told her he wanted to impregnate her so she could be his forever. Jane was 13 years old at that time.

On a fateful day, he came over after like six months since he couldn’t see her because of school; he made her sleep with him again, and that was the time Jane finally lost her virginity. She was surprised as she bled because she didn’t know she was still a virgin; she could have fought with all her might to keep herself—Jane’s biggest regret.

She broke free from his grip and avoided him at all costs, making him give up on her. Till today, Jane still hates him like no other; anytime Jane sees him, she always feels like stabbing him because of the hatred burning within her.

Jane moved on and tried to hide her past, but she could only do that for some years; she met who she dated in school. She loved him and believed he loved her; she gave herself to him, and they slept together in the hope of marrying, but in the end, they broke up after school.

Jane can’t find love for herself or bring herself to give it. She can’t even bring herself to be in a relationship and hurts herself every day; she always carries a guilty mind around and can’t seem to be stable.

This is the life of Jane, who has been burdened by unpleasant memories throughout her life; she is currently in emotional turmoil. What do you think she can do to make her life happy and pleasant?

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